I feel afraid

I feel afraid

If they love me at this moment and tomorrow hate

I feel afraid

I feel afraid

If I turn into somebody led the wrong way

Days ago to my brother

Told lyrics I had done em

Negativity started

Neighbors heard me when I was talking

Evil eye in the pocket

Lyrically to be garbage

Pen to a departed

Music business I better dump it

This emotion is breaking

While I said the twin declarations

Al-Falaq An-Nās recitation

Verse of Majesty persuasive

As now it's better situation

AI GPT appreciate it

Not the only thing that I'm facing

Other things I'm fighting for ages

They gonna turn on me it's killing me inside

and say my behaviors like someone who doesn't have a mind

A trauma is still in me from my schoolboy life

Walking like a girl at school I never enjoyed times

Many years I have been battling this pain

Something trigger my emotions suddenly I'm not okay

My connections I don't meet them anymore I saw a change

My connections disconnected at the job alone I stay

I feel afraid

I feel afraid

If they love me at this moment and tomorrow hate

I feel afraid

I feel afraid

If I turn into somebody led the wrong way

I hear the news about ISIS

Panicking automatically

Terrorism is a virus

What if it become within me

If I have another mindset

And say making music a sin

As well as

Girls are wearing like that

One day they will get a penalty

Y.A.G

Reverse it you know what I mean

What if I turn to be one of these

If it or they are caught by my ears

Say speak

Checking if my tone is high-pitched

If my walk is like a shawty

Causing fall from high esteem

I was gonna sleep I powered down the lights

I was checking in the darkness if I still possess the sight

Thank god everyday my vision still alright

This is automatic fear attacking me a couple nights

Many years I have been battling this pain

Something trigger my emotions suddenly I'm not okay

My connections I don't meet them anymore I saw a change

My connections disconnected at the job alone I stay

I feel afraid

I feel afraid

If they love me at this moment and tomorrow hate

I feel afraid

I feel afraid

If I turn into somebody led the wrong way

I felt a pain in my chest

Like a risk of a ticker stoppage

A stable breath

But my ticker was in disruption

If I die in the darkness

If I go while unconscious

Don't rise with the morning

But I woke up responsive

I thank god

That my life is still constant

I wanna stop

Habits making me suffer

It's so hard

Or forever I'm haunted

I have frights

Pray they turn to be nothings

I feel afraid

I feel afraid

If they love me at this moment and tomorrow hate

I feel afraid

I feel afraid

If I turn into somebody led the wrong way