You can isolate yourself

You can always hate yourself

More, more

We can choose to be alone

But other things are out our control

Control

Living in a delusion

Thinking that I was in control

Scared, afraid, and cold

Everything was grim

Everything grey

And that was all I knew

Depression taking over

My anxiety might be the end of me

I'm trying to get sober

But every night is a challenge for me

I'm fighting a good fight

Living in the light

Of everything that I know God to be

Crying through the night

Wiping my eyes

Telling myself one thing

You can isolate yourself

You can always hate yourself

More, more

We can choose to be alone

But other things are out our control

Control

Loyalty forever

But forgiveness is endless

If I can't beef with my kin

We ain't friends then

How many real ones left?

We need a census

E, B, Joe, Kev

I got a short friends list

Everybody acting like they knowing what I been through

Tell me how you judging off a window you can't see through

Everything I did, I did for me it wasn't about you

Selfish and conceited but I can't control you