Right now you might not wanna feel anything

Maybe you never wanted to feel anything

And maybe it's not to me you'll want to speak about these things but feel something you obviously did

Look you had a beautiful friendship maybe more than a friendship and I envy you

We rip out so much of ourselves to be cured of things faster that we go bankrupt by the age of 30 and have less to offer each time we start with someone new

But to make yourself feel nothing so as not to feel anything?

What a waste