I’ve been trying to talk myself off this ledge 

I’ve been trying lay these thoughts all to rest

But it’s eating me alive

I know I should be terrified

But I love the pain

It’s who I am

‘Cause I was born to die

I find it hard to breathe

When my head is under water

Counting all my sins

Will I make it to nirvana?

I’m praying for redemption

Waiting for ascencion

Counting all my sins

Will I make it to nirvana?

I just talked to God 

And, God, I didn’t like a second of it 

He said I was walking down the wrong path

Matter fact, I’m running 

Acting up and acting like I’m happy  

Haven’t laughed in months 

And if you ever ask me I would probably hit the panic button 

Run, run, run, run

From the sun, sun, sun, sun 

All these mistakes I made 

Can’t be undone, done, done

So I tread and I tread 

Trying to keep my head above the edge (the edge) 

Try to always be there for my friends (my friends)

Be a better father to my daughter so she doesn’t have to grow up like I did 

I find it hard to breathe

When my head is under water

Counting all my sins

Will I make it to nirvana?

I’m praying for redemption

Waiting for ascencion

Counting all my sins

Will I make it to nirvana?

I find it hard to breathe 

Will I make it to nirvana?

Counting all my sins

Will I make it to nirvana?

Will I make it to nirvana?