Gonna make it halfway to heaven one day

Never turn my back, I'll never run from the pain

Cut myself apart so I'll never be the same

Gonna make it halfway to heaven one day

I'll take you back, way back, nobody wanted to listen

Try to put me in that box, so I was like, "Fuck the system"

The only system that I know is my stereo, my vision

Is 20/20 and my crosshairs are full of bitches

I walk that line between Heaven and Hell, divine

They wanna put me down, but I'm not ready to die

My life defined by some emptiness inside

Couldn't find the meaning 'til I saw an angel cry

'Cause I thought I found God in the chemicals

But I just put the pain up on a pedestal

On my knees waitin' for a fuckin' miracle

Took that music, turned my pain into decibels, yeah

Yeah, I'm a fuckin' addict and yeah, that's fuckin' tragic

No shelter from the storm and the world just let me have it

Down on my knees and I started havin' visions

With a barrel to your head, you're gonna find a new religion

Gonna make it halfway to heaven one day

Never turn my back, I'll never run from the pain

Cut myself apart so I'll never be the same

Gonna make it halfway to heaven one day

I got some problems, they're existential

So I hit the spacebar, that instrumental

And I spill my heart out through the tip of a pen

When the ink dries up, well, that'll be the end

Yeah, I'm afraid to die, but you're afraid to live

So how you gonna preach to me when you don't know what it is

To have the world pull a gun on you and empty a fuckin' clip?

But I smile right back 'cause those motherfuckers missed, bitch

There's a war inside my head, this is all that I can give

Walkin' through the fire, ready to die so I can live

Gonna make it halfway to heaven one day

Never turn my back, I'll never run from the pain

Cut myself apart so I'll never be the same

Gonna make it halfway to heaven one day (Yeah)

Gonna make it halfway to heaven one day (Yeah)

Never turn my back, I'll never run from the pain (Yeah)

Cut myself apart so I'll never be the same (Yeah)

Gonna make it halfway to heaven one day