"I mean music is like the, almost the prime vehicle for nostalgia"

One more?

Oh dude, this has gotta be Brothers In Arms or some shit

Yeah, you know what, when you say shit like that it's always right

It's been a while since you felt this way

Feels like just a couple months, and you'll be the same

But if you give it time, that moment realized

You won't accompany yourself 'til you hit the grave

You've been a product of nostalgia

Treat a core memory like a Valium

Flashbacks, FOMO for the past

You didn't wanna go, and know it's wrapped up

Keep breathing

(You keep breathing)

You're seething

I feel that memory relapse

You'd see it

(You keep seeing)

It's pretend

You place your bets on pretense

I never want it to end unless I'm deep in the bends

I'll message all of my friends, can't get the grip to hit send

I fold and then I start spending, grease to tablet, my pen slid

Take a photo, relentless, then I take it again

You won't get it, in a minute it'll hit you hard

Keep that song finished, with it maybe you can spit some bars

With that you listen, listen, listen, try to change some parts

Then you revisit many visions that are miles apart

(You keep breathing)

(You keep seeing)

It's been a while since you- "This'll teach ya!"

Feels like just a couple months, and you'll be the same

But if you give it time, that moment realized

You won't accompany yourself 'til you hit the grave

"Hahahahaha!"

Feels like just a couple months, and you'll be the same

But if you give it time, that moment realized

You won't accompany yourself 'til you hit the grave

Exiled in the middle of a trash heap

Understand how you could get a little rowdy

That child had a vision in the sound, see

He would pass out if the room was getting crowded

You wanted something, and you found it

Break away the moment that you are around it

I look back on those moments like I rewound it

Maybe if I did it better I'd be out, shit

You found it silly to put stuff in your lungs

You had a taste of it just once and said you'd do it for fun

And now it's passive how you do it, try your hardest to run

I can't recall the last moment that I felt like I won, maybe 'cus

It's been a while since I've felt this way

Felt like just a couple months, and I'll be the same

But if I give it time, that moment realized

I won't accompany myself, 'til I hit the grave

It's been a while since you felt this way

Feels like just a couple months, and you'll be the same

But if you give it time, that moment realized

You won't accompany yourself 'til you hit the grave

(You'd let it go)

(Please take control)

(You'd let it go)

(Please take control)

You would wait a couple minutes trying to not be late

Chalking up the indecision to a vision of fate

Every passive ill-conclusion wasn't nothing to break

'Cus in the past you never knew what you had wanted to say

In a messed up way you're happy

Try to find what fear you're lacking

With a right mind, take it all and change your life

(You'd let it go)

(Please take control)

"You know what? I'm really quite happy right now"

(You'd let it go)

(Please take control)

October seventh, handed off to the rest

April 11th, lot of jealousy to get off your chest

It's August 23rd, dropping it, the weight on your head

December second, feeling's doubled, pass it on to the next

Fourth of July, talking to her, bottled all of the stress

September fifth you had to tell her you'd been trying your best

On May fifth a stupid twist made you 180 your friends

November second, you'd indulge in it, it hit you direct

On March 20th freaking out, thinkin' you might be dead

Bring in October, life's changing, trip on all that you've said

The next June got you weeping, breaking shit on your desk

Into November, bad decisions motivated by sex

April to December next, just a blur to the rest

I've calmed down now, mind and body feeling distressed

These moments flashing by relentless, put nostalgia in debt

When I talk to you, ain't something that I'll fucking forget, bitch!

"Fucking shit-cock, show yourself!"

"Shit-cock?! AHH! OH MY GOD-"