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normal
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normal 由 dark.broken.disco 于 2026年8月12日 发行,作为专辑“the anatomy of numbness”的一部分。
2026年8月12日
唱片公司dark.broken.disco
语言English
BPM122
旋律性
不插电
Valence
舞蹈性
能量

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歌词

I don’t even feel it now
The ache that used to startle me
It fades before it hits the ground
Like it belongs to somebody else
 I watch myself from somewhere far
A quiet room inside my head
Where nothing breaks too hard anymore
Nothing bleeds too red
And that’s the part that scares me most
Not the fall
but how I learned to float
I don’t even feel the pain anymore
 It scares me how easy it went
How I stopped expecting something more
And called the silence content
It’s not peace
It’s not warm
It’s just normal
I lowered every expectation
Until disappointment fit
Shrank my hope to match the room
 So nothing shattered it
I told myself this numbness
Was wisdom, not retreat
But every time I say I’m fine
It sounds like quiet defeat
And I can’t tell if this is strength
Or just exhaustion
wearing my skin
I don’t even feel the pain anymore
 It scares me how easy it went
How I stopped expecting something more
And called the silence content
It’s not peace
 It’s not warm
 It’s just normal
Maybe the wound is still there
Maybe I just stopped looking
Maybe the heart doesn’t harden
 it just gets used to breaking
I don’t even feel the pain anymore
But I remember when I did
And maybe that’s the darkest part
how easy I learned to live like this
It’s not healing
 It’s not reborn
 It’s just normal
Written by: Alexander Lewerentz
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