I like being alone

At least I convince myself that I'm better off that way

Look in the mirror do you like who you see?

The thing about reflections you need light to see

Self reflection spent time alone

Life's hard but God blessed me with some diamond bones

Most of y'all got rhinestones fake designer clones

My loved ones criticize me and they say my mind is gone

Self doubt I think my prime is gone

Walked in wilderness for 40 years I'm trying find a home

Can't love I'll die alone I still miss my ex-wife

Maybe after this we meet up in the next life

I contemplated suicide

Bad temper violent nature but I choose to cry

Neutralized don't wanna take no human lives

Can't stand people who similar to me who you despise?

Blood of Christ why I'm crucified betrayed by Judas guys

Hate and negativity the devil's true disguise

Eye windows to the soul I'm seeing through the eyes

Looking at my reflection its wise to lose the pride

Was a slave to my ego but who am I?

Need isolation for yourself scrutinize

Always blamed others always made excuses

Before Adam ate that fruit we were naked clueless

Ignorance is bliss delusions of grandeur

Episodic psychosis illusions of slander

Mirages being happy but my bills lack payments

Alone like I'm stuck on Mars like I'm Matt Damon

Like Tom Hanks screaming at my ball Cast Away

Please Wilson speak back I'm a basket case

Lines in my face smile to stop from crying

Laughing like I'm Arthur Fleck a Gotham tyrant

But I can change up at a moment's notice

They don't love you till you gone and your grave got loaded roses

Life's a roller coaster, ride it front row no bogus chauffeurs

Fight your demons one on one choke it till its over

Focus on your closure prayers to yourself

Find peace in solitude you afraid of yourself?

Fast to fall in love won't stay to yourself

Extroverted happiness won't say it yourself

Find yourself from Isolation do it on a maestro basis

And find out that life's so spacious from Isolation

I had spent a lot of time alone cause I was different

And I was weird and I was very unique

I'd always spend my life alone

You learn that solitude huge component of self evolution

Just comes to you and you have to accept it

You can denounce it if you want

It's gonna be a hard life after that though

You gonna be at odds with yourself

It says in many books

Its gonna come to a point

Where you're not going to relate to people anymore

And people are not going to relate to you

There was a time where I had to have solitude

And force myself into solitude

So I had to be alone

Isolation

We're better off alone

Suffer alone

Die alone

I live alone

And I train alone

I'll win the title alone

Isolation

Isolation

Isolation

Isolation