It's coming back in the silence

Too much time in my hands, I'm an island

Mind's floating all the way back in time land

Tide pulling back, don't like what I'm finding, I can't hide it

I, I'm

Coming down, I get so cold, spinning out, don't let me drown alone

Can't stop circles in my head, I'm going braind dead

I think I'm too close to the edge

I'm trying to let go, it doesn't matter

It's making me manic, breaking the patterns

Oh shit, here I go again, the cycle never ends, the silence going off in my head

I'm trying to let go, it doesn't matter

It's making me manic, breaking the patterns

Breaking the patterns

Trying to let go, it doesn't matter

It's making me manic, breaking the patterns

I wish to call it secondhand violence

Never lift a finger but it's closed in a tight fist

Always second guessing where the line is

So oblivious that I swear I'm gonna cross it

Coming down, I get so cold, spinning out, don't let me drown alone

Can't stop circles in my head, I'm going braind dead

I think I'm too close to the edge

I'm trying to let go, it doesn't matter

It's making me manic, breaking the patterns

Oh shit, here I go again, the cycle never ends, the silence going off in my head

I'm trying to let go, it doesn't matter

It's making me manic, breaking the patterns

I'm trying to let go, it's making me manic, I'm breaking the patterns

But it doesn't matter, it's making me manic, I'm breaking the patterns

I'm trying to let go, it's making me manic, I'm breaking the patterns

But it doesn't matter, it's making me manic, I'm breaking the patterns

Can't stop circles in my head, I'm going braind dead

I think I'm too close to the edge

I'm trying to let go, it doesn't matter

It's making me manic, breaking the patterns

Oh shit, here I go again, the cycle never ends, the silence going off in my head

I'm trying to let go, it doesn't matter

It's making me manic, I'm breaking the patterns