Is this the calm before the storm?

The numb before the pain?

The thing I can’t explain?

Inbalance in my brain brain

Got me going under!

Been a long while

Since I felt right

I was chewed up, spit out on the wrong side

Doctor told me

Don’t think twice

Take your pill, everything’ll be alright

Now my backs against the wall

And I can’t trust at all

My world is burning at

Every turn I

Sit and wonder

Why am I walking through paradise

Knowing that the devil isn’t on my side

Everything around me is a goddam lie

Is this the calm before the storm?

The numb before the pain?

The thing I can’t explain?

Inbalance in my brain brain

Got me going under!

Why’s does it happen every time

I find some peace of mind

Lifes not on my side, no

Got me going under!

Hope you enjoyed it while it lasted

You say you think that you are winning you’re relapsing!

I’ll take a minute, to pray on your vulnerability

so sit yourself back down boy, take your pills and smile boy,

On and on when you feel like

You cannot escape

When your head’s tied

Up In a difficult place

Better take it like a bullet to the chest confess,

Is this the calm before the storm?

The numb before the pain?

The thing I can’t explain?

Inbalance in my brain brain

Got me going under!

Why’s does it happen every time

I find some peace of mind

Lifes not on my side, no

Got me going under!