You want honesty its all I got

I’ve been bleeding to death, why can’t I stop

As I grew older, I grew angry

I got memoirs filled of shitty stories

Now sometimes I don’t know myself

If this is an act, was an act I forgot my fucking part

I spend my nights typing away

So maybe some day I'll get over not knowing me

These are my gut’s, these are my insides

My exaggerations of wanting to die

It’s not always a joke, but I never lie

Take what you will when you read between these lines

Now sometimes I don’t know myself

If this is an act, was an act I forgot my fucking part

I spend my nights, typing away

So maybe some day I'll get over not knowing me

You don’t know me, I don’t know me

This is the place you go when you don’t hate yourself enough

To beat your head against a wall

We are but songs and throat scraping melodies

But still a far cry from any real tragedy