Last night I broke, something finally snapped

I'm in a corner trapped, you spoke I smoked and sat

Still soaking wet, reckon, I'd die if I'm mistaken

It was all in vain for the sane I've forsaking

Every one I know is insane

They've got madness in the brain

Going, going, gone of the deep end

On the edge of profane, profound pain

Suck down Tylenol 3 if ever I'm at all free

Nobody called to say they cared

Going bald, having bared my soul

I pull my hair until I tear the roots out

Why do I doubt? I can't control my mind

Follow the line, falling behind it's all in my mind

Man, it's happening all the time, I didn't wake up inspired

I haven't even slept yet. I'm not tired

I'm wide awake for another night of walking the thin wires

Between the demons and the genius this inspires

I am slowly going crazy, 6, 5, 4, 3, 2, 1 spit

Sweat dripping from my lip and I can feel myself slipping

Into states beyond your grip and on cue I do a back flip

And find myself drifting into lifting off looking off a cliff

And thinking should I jump, when something starts to happen

It creeps its way through my circuits

When it works its way in deeper

Doing all nighters, and all too often I can't sleep

The grim reaper cometh, spreading seeded plague

Screaming I'll bring the demon, you bring the egg

I just want to touch your sanity, begging on my knees

Please relieve me of what's left of my vanity

And what's that sound? Eyes bugging out of head

Can't stop brain please shut down

For once and leave me alone in this hallway

All night and all day, I'll pay rent and live in the hallway

So say those who turned to god and swayed as they prayed

With frayed rope I let go and watched it all fade away

As I nervously waited finding my way to breach surface

Elated with each purpose, glad we made it

She seemed so seemlessly sedated

With senseless fists clenched

The stench overwhelming, my whole body tensed

Wrench the monkey from my back

Pack my bags, soak the rags in gas

Take a last look back and

(Blast off)

Then

(Black out)

I pop pills

(On the 1)

To stop chills running up my spine

Everyday's a little better I lose a little more of my mind

My tidal wave emotions pave the hopeless stain

Blood is spreading through the grain and growing into flowers

Turning everything it touches that is plain into powers

That initiate change like cold showers in the rain

On whose broken maimed streets I've lain in your dirt

On whose shoes I spit shined but never called it work

On whose shirt I've both bled and cried on

On whose walls I write my name with a can of red krylon

I wanna get beyond the long arm of the law and boot

The cops from the corners and the doctors from the clinics

Get in free win a new Saturn, see a pattern yet?

Apparently you're not a doctor

Give me my methadone, you're not so hot

You can't be touched, such thoughts should be stricken

From the records sick of everybody's questions

Let me ask you this, you ever lost your mind?

And gone blind but didn't mind

The mining of your mind for diamonds

When I'm in the business of making what's yours

Mine and my mind is mine and I've lost it, 6, 5, 4, 3, 2, 1 spit

I need a new pearl of wisdom for this black cloud to follow

I act proud and swallow pride intact

Although I'm not allowed to wallow on the inside

I act introverted but I made a pact with laughter

And so perverted, the very thoughts that the doctor's were

After until disaster struck I was the king of the castle

The slave and the vassal

The ways of the mistress and masters

Crazed craving for power's that's what I'm after

So I need a new pearl of wisdom curled up position hazy

Spin the wheel, feel the real fade

And kiss the closest thing you know to crazy

Last night I broke, something finally snapped

I'm in a corner trapped, you spoke I smoked and sat

Still soaking wet knowing that this moment was sacred

Shivering shaking in the dark stark naked

Still soaking wet reckon I'd die if I'm mistaken

It was all in vain for the sane I've forsaking