FOR SO LONG I’VE SPENT DAY AFTER DAY QUESTIONING EVERYTHING I THOUGHT SO DEARLY BECAUSE I KNOW WHAT IT MEANS TO BE IN THIS WORLD AS I STRUGGLE TO SEE MY PLACE AND I NEVER THOUGHT I’D FIND COMFORT IN THE WORLD LIKE YOU KNOWING I’VE GIVEN WEIGHT TO MINDLESSNESS I’VE LOST TOUCH WITH WHAT I’VE KNOWN ABOUT MYSELF I’VE LOST TOUCH WITH FINDING PEACE IN MIND I’VE LIVED THIS BEFORE AND STILL IT’S SO UNCLEAR A CYCLE THAT JUST SEEMS TO REAPPEAR TIME AND TIME AGAIN I CAN FEEL THE GRINDING WEARING DOWN MY RESOLVE SO SHOW ME WHAT YOU’RE MADE OF AND I’LL SHOW YOU EVERYTHING I’VE GIVEN IN HOPES TO REALIGN MYSELF WITH TIME I DON’T WANT TO DIE A DEFEATED MAN BUT I’M SHOWING SIGNS OF SLOWING DOWN HOW LONG CAN YOU CARRY THE WEIGHT YOU CHOSE? HOW LONG CAN YOU CARRY IT BEFORE IT DIES?