Something Stable

Beaten broken bruised and shattered bones Are all I have to show to let you know That I've let myself go For what seems to be The lack of inspiration And a reason to breathe Falling backwards in my worst attempt to clean up this mess And loathing in my lack of forward progress I've been Searching for something stable That I'll never be able to find Say what you want about the blood in my veins I can cope with this pain If it's worth all the wait It's funny how all these things work out Searching miles away For things I haven't found Humor every attempt That I take to make amends And tie up loose ends I've was searching for something stable Did that ever cross your mind You've let this stop my breath for the last time So bury me And take what's mine