My Own Enemy

Forced into this treacherous world I'm losing grip My mind awaits my finger to release the bullet from the clip I'm on the wrong track drifting further away No hope in coming back, I'm signing off today All the joy in me died but I keep looking up No matter how many times I'm close to giving up And every time I do it wrong and know it's too late There's always something new to cross my path and fuel my hate I try and try to find a brighter side To a life with nothing left to decide Stuck in a mold, a slave to the grind Just another fool with nothing but money on his mind Wasted days and nights, it's all the same Just trying to find a way to escape your little mind-game And every moment in life I fucked up made me see There's nothing else that makes me more enraged than me I'm my own enemy My own enemy I'm my own enemy There's nothing left for me in this world