On My Own

I've been down so long that I can't feel it anymore

Every time I put my pencil to the page

All this broken glass and smoldering ash around me

Makes it hard for me to see right through the haze

And I wonder

Just what is there left for me to explain?

And I wonder

What the Hell do you want me to say?

I could tell you

But you just won't know the half of it

I should blame you

But I won't give you the credit

I'll keep ripping apart

All the scars on my heart

I'll beat this on my own

I've been down the road and paid the tolls of penance

Since I signed up to become the Devil's own

All these broken thoughts have become such a menace

As I struggle just to find my way back home

And I wonder

Did you get your fill of misery and pain?

And I wonder

Are these words enough to lead you on your way?

I could tell you

But you just won't know the half of it

I should blame you

But I won't give you the credit

I'll keep ripping apart

All the scars on my heart

I'll beat this on my own

I could tell you

But you just won't know the half of it

I should blame you

But I won't give you the credit

I'll keep ripping apart

All the scars on my heart

I'll beat this on my own

I could tell you

But you still won't know the half of it

I should blame you

But I won't give you the credit

I'll keep ripping apart

All the scars on my heart

I'll beat this on my own

I've been down so long that I can't feel it anymore

But something tells me that's about to change