Now I see

The colors disappear

It's just as I had always feared

And here we are

Honestly, I felt like I could fix it all

And I thought I would heed the call

But here we are

Believing in the lie, is the first I've ever tried

To normalize

And now it's easier to see

What the fight is worth to me

Now I've seen

The safety in your restless heart

A place where I can do my part

In starting again

And suddenly, the worries leave me here

And only in this flood of fears

Return again

Believing in the lie, is the first I've ever tried

To normalize

And now it's easier to see

What the fight is worth to me

And believing in the lie, is the first I've ever tried

To compromise

You make it easier to be

Who I always should've been

In believing in the lie

I think I found the truths that I've been looking for

In believing you and I

I think I finally crossed the line of no return

In believing in the lie

It's the first I've ever tried to make it right

And now it's easier to see

What the fight is worth to me

And believing in the lie, is the first I've ever tried

To compromise

You make it easier to be

Who I always should've been