I remember how you held me beside you

I remember how you held me down

I remember how you whispered to me

All the words you could not say aloud

I remember how you tore me to pieces

I remember how you ripped me in two

I can't remember when my heart was still beating

But I promise...I will remember you

When you sleep I'll be under the covers

When you walk I will be at your heels

I will ruin all the things you hold sacred

So you can feel what I feel

Tour words they burned as you carved them into me

My skin so raw where you licked it away

I felt my body break under the pressure

I felt my soul as it drifted away...and it drifts away

A place exists for those who go cruelly

A place where pain disappears

But I've yet to find this kindom of solace

I have found only crippling fear

And I hope...I hope I'll find you here