So Big / So Small

It was a February day

When your dad came by, before going away

A U-Haul truck in the driveway

The day it was suddenly real

I told you not to come outside

But you saw that truck and you smiled so wide

A real live truck in your driveway

We let you sit behind the wheel

Goodbye, goodbye

Now it's just me and my little guy

And the house felt so big, and I felt so small

The house felt so big, and I felt so small

That night, I tucked you into bed

I will never forget how you sat up and said

"Is there another truck coming to our driveway?

A truck that will take mommy away?"

And the house felt so big, and I felt so small

The house felt so big, and I—

And I knew there would be moments that I'd miss

And I knew there would be space I couldn't fill

And I knew I'd come up short a million different ways

And I did

And I do

And I will

But like that February day

I will take your hand, squeeze it tightly and say

There's not another truck in the driveway

Your mom isn't going anywhere

Your mom is staying right here

Your mom isn't going anywhere

Your mom is staying right here

No matter what

I'll be here

When it all feels so big

Till it all feels so small

When it all feels so big

Till it all feels so small

Till it all feels so small