A Dismal Future

Frozen In this wake of torture Becoming redundant My soul collapsed Im aching to feel yet I'm still here Looking back, decisions finite upside down yet standing upright Mortified, seething everyday, pulsing through my veins, a means to an end plays I will rot, I deserve to be, destroyed and forgotten, looks like it's meant to be Life, profile, a timeless endeavor of pain This turning point, signals an end to a better life Knowing the pain will return is a shame I can't keep this up forever Wanting to be something else but forced against my will Pushing and pulling this Constantly changing world Unseen anomaly Forcing it's way in me Uncovered, desolate isolate, eaten alive When you abide and agree to die, to chance you once held, lost and dissolved Hope taken away, dismembered My fate decays Fading away A dismal future is all we have left Amongst this world, dying to end this day What will become of me It will not end No end I cannot live, yet I cannot die I cannot live, yet I cannot die I cannot live, yet I cannot die I cannot live, yet I cannot die