Outside Myself

A thin ice covers my soul

My body's frozen and my heart is cold

And still, so much about me is raw

I search for a place to unthaw

And something in me broods love into fear

It veils my vision, leaves my thoughts unclear

My eyes, from blue turn to gray

Hoping to mask what they say

I've been outside myself for so long

Any feeling I had is close to gone

I've been outside myself for so long

I have been in a storm of the sun

Basking, senseless to what I've become

A fool to worship just light

When after all, it follows night

I've been outside myself for so long

Any feeling I had is close to gone

I've been outside myself for so long, so long

I've been outside myself for so long

Any feeling I had is close to gone

I've been outside myself for so long