I haven't been myself haven't been myself for eleven days and twenty one hours

I could really use some advice now

Pouring myself into work thinking 'bout going to church anything not to give more power

To the voice in my head saying I messed up

I know the good book says

Hell is a place you might get sent to once you're dead

But I know

My eyes are closed but my heart's wide open

My heart's wide open for the first time

Watching you go was like a dive in the ocean

A dive in the ocean the way I cried

Now I realize hell ain't no place under the ground

It's the feeling not having you around

I haven't seen my smile haven't seen my smile not sure if my face still does it

All there is is emptiness inside

You were my north star I should've followed but my eyes wandered away from it

Now the best I can do is waste time

I know the good book says

Heaven is meant for those who cherish the gifts they get

But I know

My eyes are closed but my heart's wide open

My heart's wide open for the first time

Watching you go was like a dive in the ocean

A dive in the ocean the way I cried

Now I realize hell ain't no place under the ground

It's the feeling not having you around

Oh no, oh no

I know the good book says

Hell is a place you might get sent to once you're dead

But I know

My eyes are closed but my heart's wide open

My heart's wide open for the first time

Watching you go was like a dive in the ocean

A dive in the ocean the way I cried

Now I realize hell ain't no place under the ground

It's the feeling not having you around

No hell ain't no place under the ground no no

It's the feeling I'm feeling right now

It's not a place, it's a feeling

And oh what a feeling

I want you to know that hell yeah

It's not a place, it's a feeling

And oh what a feeling

I want you to know that hell

It's not a place, it's a feeling

And oh what a feeling

I want you to know that hell

It's not a place, it's a feeling (and oh what a feeling)

And oh what a feeling

I want you to know that hell

It's not a place (it's not a place), it's a feeling

And oh what a feeling (yeah)

I want you to know that hell

It's not a place (was never a place), it's a feeling (oh what a feeling)

And oh what a feeling (yeah)

I want you to know that hell

It's not a place, it's a feeling

And oh what a feeling

I want you to know that hell