The reflection of my face, some wouldn't even recognize

Or who put me in this place, I wouldn't even recognize

Time has been so cruel, I could've blamed me, but I blame you

I do

Lately, I feel lost, tell me if you find me

It's hard to put the past behind me

When my mind just sits there and keeps remindin' me

Of all the bullshit that I kept inside me

I'm not lyin' when I tell you I feel like I'm lost

It just feels like I trapped in my thoughts

I just sit there and think, and I think, and I think

And I think and I think, I lost it all

I am at home, I got my back against the wall

I feel hella alone, I got no one to call

And I'm still on my own because no one's involved

Tell me, where do I go when everything falls?

Damn, I guess that's why I'm makin' this song

I just sit and reflect on every single thing that went wrong

My best friend, he turned out to be a fake

The real definition of becomin' a snake

And I lost my girl, too, and that was my mistake

I put music above her and it took her place

And she's the one I love, and my heart, it just breaks

Because now I'm alone, there's no girl to replace

Yeah, I tried every day, but it's always a waste

Ever since she left, nothin's ever been the same

Lately, it feels like I just been wildin' out

There's too many things that I'm findin' out

And my passion has been slowly dyin' out

And I'm still inside of a hole and I'm climbin' out

Just to stumble over, but I'm tryin' out

Lost my composure, so I write it out

I'm feelin' depressed and I'm hidin' out

I think that's why I'm cryin' out

The reflection of my face, some wouldn't even recognize

Or who put me in this place, I wouldn't even recognize

Time has been so cruel, I could've blamed me, but I blame you

I do

I guess I'm to blame, can't lie to me

Walk in the room and they start eyein' me

Feelin' overwhelmed with my anxiety

So I stay to myself and I overthink quietly

I stare in the mirror and vent there alone

You say you been there when I'm on my own

You say you'll be there when I know you won't

And you say you love me when I know you don't

I swear this depression isn't a motherfuckin' joke

Anxiety too, I deal with them both

I been losin' my faith and my hope

Still haven't found a way I can cope

Yeah, I think lovin' myself is the very thing that I need most

'Cause I lost everyone else that I thought I would always keep close

And to think, I gave you all that I can

You took advantage of me and ran

I made you who you are, now I ask

Why would you flip on me, I don't understand

Told myself never again, never reach out for a hand

Never put trust in a friend, never give up where you stand

I gave everybody a chance just to see we didn't last

Nothin' that I been doing has been pannin' out

I'm sufferin' and you stand around

And I'm fallin' so fuckin' hard, I could smash the ground

Wishin' that I could have my mom and dad around

Anxiety got the best of me and I'm spazzin' out

Exhausted so much, I feel like just passin' out

I wanted the fame, you can have it now

'Cause I ain't the same you can ask around

The reflection of my face, some wouldn't even recognize

Or who put me in this place, I wouldn't even recognize

Time has been so cruel, I could've blamed me, but I blame you

I do