Verse 1: Metalecalec

So I just took off and I feel the pressure

I ain't ever drop the ball, got mj measure

I ride forever, I leave it all, all up in the past

If you called then I laughed, ain't fucking with that

You in the past for a reason, got left behind

While I chased hella dreams but you thought I was lying

Now alec ona rise, he feeling a bit nervous

And he allways wanted light, now he ripping all the curtins

And he did them dirty, old friends call him fake

But he had a journey, but they thought it was a game

Now they tryna play, but don't get igknowleged

But I stayed solid, now they paying homage

They changed up, I feel confused

I was chained up, had nun to lose

I made up my mind

I stayed up them nights

I came up in life

I'm straight up, don't lie

Been waiting for this moment, that's years by the 19

Mean I wanna be but I gotta stay humble

And I been a bit afraid, while I been up in this tunnel

Like a huddle want me back down, all up in the struggle

Nah, nah, I ain't ever going back

Hook: Metalecalec

Right now, and I'm in the moment

Been through a lot, and I gotta show it

Used to be like so broken, I kept pushing, them doors open, now

I see it all new drama , feelings with them new faces

I think I outta, keep my distance, cause they all faking

19 , and I'm in the moment

Been through a lot, and I gotta show it

Used to be like so broken, I kept pushing, them doors open, now

I see it all new drama , feelings with them new faces

I think I outta, keep my distance, cause they all faking

Verse 2: Metalecalec

Now I'm looking out, so blessed to be there

I remember days nobody didn't care

Now I'm alone, I lost all my friends

I'm doing these drugs, and so I pretend

My life was different, they wasn't ignorant

Didn't come around just for my pin print

Lost they mind, they ain't the only one

Got it all, I'm the lonely one

It don't make since, but I add it up

I was told that's life if you radical

I'm drowning man, in these girls

They could ruin my world

Hella toxic, so I had to say it

But I'm on a rocket, even tho they hate it

I use receipts just to wipe my tears

Cause I see a demon when I'm in the mirror

Damn

What happened me

So close to that edge man

Can't even think, straight

Yeahh, think I might of lost control

Yeahh, think I might of lost my hope

Hook: Metalecalec

Right now, and I'm in the moment

Been through a lot, and I gotta show it

Used to be like so broken, I kept pushing, them doors open, now

I see it all new drama , feelings with them new faces

I think I outta, keep my distance, cause they all faking

19 , and I'm in the moment

Been through a lot, and I gotta show it

Used to be like so broken, I kept pushing, them doors open, now

I see it all new drama , feelings with them new faces

I think I outta, keep my distance, cause they all faking