Why waste life sitting and waiting

We have all but a flicker of time

You're too caught up in your feelings

You're too caught up playing the victim

And nothing's changed

I doubt it ever will

You swore you'd grow

But you're standing still

Time and time again

I swear that Your dead

Have you pulled the pin on this mess

Why the fuck aren't you trying

You thought you were

All that you're not

Reality struck

Now you're fucking out of luck

I swear

The thought of it haunts you

You know we both knew

You just don't have what it takes

It's all so standard I just can't stand it

Backwards fucking backwards

Pretend that you're something we know that you're not

How can you live your life this way

Without a conscious

A cold dead state

I swear

The thought of it haunts you

You know we both knew

You just don't have what it takes

It's all so standard I just can't stand it

Fast forward

Another ending

You're not happy

You never had it

I'll leave you here alone

In The darkness you now call home