Left Alone

I'm not bad, I’m just scared of what I’ve been

I'm falling deeper into regret

I'm coming closer to you!

I'm coming closer to my end!

Follow fear...

Fall, down

I can't breathe

For, now

Down and high, most of the time

I said, “fuck it I’m living life!”

My heart is racing

I can't stop, I won't start!

My veins are shrinking

I breathe in, I breathe out!

What once gave me life is now digging, my own grave!

Deathwish!

I've given in; deathwish!

My life's a mess, I'm drowning!

Slowly I feel it beneath my skin

I know it’s coming but I can’t just go

I’m losing sight on what I know

Please help me, woah

(I can’t let go)

I know it is wrong

Cause this isn’t what I wanted

And I’ll be the one

Who needs help when it’s most needed

I’m tryna hide from the mother fuckin' pain

You know I really don’t know what to say

I’m tryna cope in every little way

I was also really faded

What else could I fuckin' say?!

But I can’t stop giving a fuck about every single thing

I might end it all today

I’m done, with this bullshit!