I-I think

I think I'm— I think I'm cursed

Shit

I mean, I-I can't tell

I think I'm cursed because I wanna stay

In that same place that I pushed you away

You see, the darkness won't forgive me

No, the darkness won't forget me

Rowing and rowing my boat (Yeah)

I'm tryna keep it afloat (Yeah)

I don't think we should get close (Yeah)

Fade away, I'm going ghost (I said)

Rowing and rowing my boat (Yeah)

I'm tryna keep it afloat (Yeah)

I don't think we should get close (Yeah)

Fade away, fade away, fade away, fade away

I'm sorry I can't be the man that I promised

I'm trying my hardest, at least I am honest

Apologies, but you gon' hate me regardless (—gonna hate me)

A farmer, but I didn't stay for the harvest

I might have mislead you, but don't think I'm heartless

I can't get the smell of you out of the carnage (I-I...)

I can't get the smell of you out my apartment

At home in the darkness, belong in the darkness

I'm just tryna find some peace, yeah (I'm tryna find some)

Not a man, I am pieces

Lookin' in the mirror, speechless

Ruin that, that's what you do

I'm afraid of your voodoo (Voodoo)

Keep your fluorescence to yourself

Happy thoughts don't exist in Hell (Hell)

I wish you gone when you wish me well (Well)

I think I'm cursed, because I wanna stay

In that same place that I pushed you away (I-I pushed you away)

You see, the darkness won't forgive me (You see, the darkness)

No, the darkness won't forget me (The darkness won't forgive me)

Rowing and rowing my boat (Boat)

I'm tryna keep it afloat ('Float)

I don't think we should get close (We-we shouldn't)

Fade away, I'm going ghost (We shouldn't get close)

Rowing and rowing my boat (I mean)

I'm tryna keep it afloat (I'm just tryna)

I don't think we should get close

Fade away, fade away, fade away, fade away