Wish I Wanted To

I'm gonna put on my makeup Put a smile in my eye I'm gonna put on my new dress And show it off tonight I wish I wanted to I'm gonna put my phone down Try not call it off Gonna meet him at the front door And try to make small talk I wish I wanted to I wish I wanted to 'Cause I want to believe there's still some magic for me And when I let my hair fall down around my shoulders I'm gonna close my eyes and lean a little closer And when he goes to kiss the whiskey off my lips I won't be missing you like this I'm gonna say I want to take it slow Before this night ends And I'm gonna say I'd love to See him again I wish I wanted to I wish I wanted to 'Cause I want to believe there's still some magic for me And when I let my hair fall down around my shoulders I'm gonna close my eyes and lean a little closer And when he goes to kiss the whiskey off my lips I won't be missing you like this 'Cause I want to believe you're not the only one for me And when I let my hair fall down around my shoulders I'm gonna close my eyes and lean a little closer And when he goes to kiss the whiskey off my lips I won't be missing you like this I'm sick of missing you like this