Blunder

When you know you're good

When you know your love is pure

When you're doin' everything you should

But you just can't open the door

I been searchin' for a while now

Thinkin' that it's time now

I'ma throw away this pain

But ever since I was a child I

Had it in my mind, I'm dealing with my shame

I been thinkin' 'bout the ways I blunder

And I can't stop wonderin'

If I'm discoverin' why

All I wanna do is scream like thunder

Let it out from under, but instead

I swallow my pride

Yeah, instead I swallow my pride

Though I know my value is high

Instead I swallow my pride

See, I been holding on

To the things they said about me

But I gotta move on

'Cause it's time I let myself be free

I know that I'm worthy

I know I'm deserving

I feel it coming in the air

I've got to try it, no more hiding

How you gonna find me if I'm not there?

I been thinkin' 'bout the ways I blunder

And I can't stop wonderin'

If I'm discoverin' why

All I wanna do is scream like thunder

Let it out from under, but instead

I swallow my pride

Yeah, instead, I swallow my pride

Though I know my value is high

Instead I swallow my pride

I got so much to give

Got so much to live

I got the time and I got the mind

And I got a big heart to win

I gotta let myself give in

Gain some self-respect within

I got to turn around

Put my hatred down, toss my fears into the wind

I been thinkin' 'bout the ways I blunder

And I can't stop wonderin'

If I'm discoverin' why

All I wanna do is scream like thunder

Let it out from under, but instead

I swallow my pride

Yeah, instead, I swallow my pride

(I don't wanna swallow my pride)

Though I know my value is high

('Cause I know I'm worthy of love)

Instead I swallow my pride