Overwhelmed, the water swells with the moon

Just as well, I should have known we were doomed

You always lived closer to the beach

But you had no emotional reach

I choose not to read my mail in case I fail to do my taxes

It relaxes me not to see

But I saw what I saw, now I've relapsed once more

Find myself on the shore, it's my only true door

My heart aches for sure, else it did but no more

This feeling should explore, haven't felt like this for a while

I'm not anxious no, not only that, not only sad, not only glad, not angry at my dad

Not only feeling more than I anticipated, but I'm jaded

Cannot describe what is inside

I was always articulated

But could never climb all that Play-Doh

To describe the vibe that grows and hides so quick, so kind, so cruel, so indescribable

Not angst, not against you, won't think of you, think I loved you, fuck, think I loved you

This feeling inside, this feeling inside

Emotions will swell, emotions will tide

This feeling inside, this feeling inside

Emotional swell, emotions can't hide

This feeling inside, this feeling inside

Emotions will swell, emotions will tide

This feeling inside, this feeling inside

Emotional swell, emotions can't hide

One night, I thought I lost my pen

One time, I thought this was the end

This feeling surely overwhelms

Debilitates me, not pretending like I know you no more

For sure I glorified you, for sure would not deny you

A glimpse inside my head, if I knew how to access it

I thought I knew myself quite well, but still this emotional swell

Like a riddle I can't crack, it's got me muddled want to whack some sense into myself

Value emotional health

Wish I could feel with more stealth

Guess I'm just rich in a wealth I can't handle

Too many scandals, want to wear sandals, want to wear boots

Want to light candles, but want to scoot

To the other end of the couch

Gotta roll a dart from my pouch

Just to feel like I'm not without

Just to feel like I know about myself

Don't feel like I know about myself

Don't feel like I wanna doubt myself

Just wish I knew how this feeling swells

Just wish that this feeling would warn me first because

This feeling inside, this feeling inside

Emotions will swell, emotions will tide

This feeling inside, this feeling inside

Emotional swell, emotions can't hide

This feeling inside, this feeling inside

Emotions will swell, emotions will tide

This feeling inside, this feeling inside

Emotional swell, emotions can't hide

Don't know what this is, don't know what this is, know what this is

Don't know what this is

Wanna know, wanna know, wanna know what this is

Don't know what this is, don't know what this is, know what this is

Wanna know what this is