One Big Nothing

You were standing in the doorway You weren't gonna let me leave And your wild eyes ignited a fire in me Now all I want is to forget you I'm counting across the pain And I'll do anything I have to And I'll do anything I have to, to be far away Dressed in these lullabies Tell me I'm someone, somewhere else I wish you were your tales Live out this alibi, make all my suffering One big nothing, nothing One big nothing, nothing Looking back over my shoulder I fear you're not far behind And every day you're getting closer Am I out of time? Will anybody even notice the blood all over the house 'Cause it's bringing into focus That I'll do anything I have to, to be far away Dressed in these lullabies Tell me I'm someone, somewhere else I wish you were your tales Live out this alibi, make all my suffering One big nothing, nothing One big nothing, nothing I gotta let you go, go, go 'Cause every day I don't, don't, don't My body will lie to me And I will never go back home Live a future of my own I'll think of you last time I'll think of the passion One big nothing One big nothing, nothing One big nothing, nothing One big nothing, nothing