Uncovering the lie

Couldn't look you in the eye

Got caught

And every time I thought we'd mend

You'd just fall apart again

It's not your fault

Cause no matter how many seeds of doubt she plants in me

I drink to numb the pain

Til everything's the same

Was barely there

Climbing up the walls

Wondering if we'll

Be the same

Cause no matter how many seeds of doubt she plants in me

I know that I will be alright

Buried encased safe inside

Built from pains and fears

That I've collected over years

I knew that I

There's a girl that thinks that she is in love with me

She believes I

And though I know she's real

Just can't bring myself to feel anything

Cause no matter how many seeds of love she plants in me

I know that I'm not - I'm not okay

Nothing can grow in here - suffocates

And I'm truly sorry dear

There's just not much left in here

I'm afraid that I