It never seems to get better no matter how hard I try

I am a cancer on everyone in my life

And all the people I've loved and tried to save

I need to die

This chilling cold that fills my soul

Just won't let me go

I can't explain why I remain

In darkness while you bask in the light of the sun

I'll never see I'll never see

The light that you claim to be

 

No way to adapt

To what peers cannot accept

Impossible not to notice impossible difference

Bleed the same die the same ash to ash dust to dust

Trust what you must

Dark clouds black holes everything I've ever known

Endless emptiness is everywhere

It never seems to unravel

These mysteries of life

All these roads I have traveled

Yet all I feel is Strife

This chilling cold that fills my soul

Just won't let me go

I can't explain why I remain

In darkness while you bask in the light of the sun

I'll never see I'll never see

The light that you claim to be