Joyful Loser

I Lost hurt today A goodbye to the worst of days Okay Let go of dirty ways Then I gave up living on the surface wait Now I got deep peace - Preach - found my worth is placed In a person who faced my hurt and hate with His Mercy and grace Didn't turn away My God my God I know this losing is giving Me something I couldn't have without the bruises and stitches It might hurt but this losing is winning Treasure forever not measured with some units or digits You're the glory ruler I was a Lord refuser You're the real void remover Turn this boy to a Joyful loser Even when the storm produces Pain to destroy and annoy a trooper The growth out weighs every scornful bruiser Lose right now more for the future Me and all my boys we stay taking an L Losing all the set backs they get faded as well Sacrificed the weight on me we were made to excel It ain't the wedding date yet so you can say we prevail I'm dying so that I can live Everything is what I give to you I lose it all for you I'm giving up what I can't keep I'm gaining back what I can't lose Cause I'm a joyful loser It's okay cause I have You The beauty of loss yes It is a process A funeral on flesh Don't let it respawn yet Keep view of the progress This is a long stretch On deck We been waiting for that come up God flex Can't even understand Or even comprehend What's on the other side of this loss Every season has an end A new beginning when We see the other side of that cross Every crown has price and weight to it Every down gives sight to pray through it I know in the now we wade through it But God gave a vow - remains truest Purpose over purchases can't live for this life Die daily live forever if I ever give you advice Pain is very real grief will try to grip you at night But it will never make its way into our infinite light Give it up (pride) cut it out (lust) let it go (shame) Lose it Separate (lies) shut it down (fear) never hold (hate) to it Growth won't come until the seed is in the soil rooted I got a harvest in heaven Cus I'm a joyful loser I'm dying so that I can live Everything is what I give to you I lose it all for you I'm giving up what I can't keep I'm gaining back what I can't lose Cause I'm a joyful loser It's okay cause I have You I'm giving what I can't keep I'm gaining back and I can't lose Yeah I'm laying it all down You're the hope that gets me through