Drinking Again

I'm drinking again And thinking of you Wondering about the way things used to be You were miles away while you stood by my side I watched our friendship slowly die Loving you was so hard to do You got to know when to say goodbye I told you that I cared And that I understand I tried to do what's right And I led you by the hand I felt so insecure And my motives were obscure I still take credit for the blame It's driving me insane I'm drinking again And remembering when You'd start to cry and I'd just stare The lights were all on But there's nobody home It was your face but you weren't there Loving you was so hard to do I lost my feelings but I don't know where I told you that I cared And that I understand I tried to do what's right And I led you by the hand I felt so insecure And my motives were obscured I still take credit for the blame It's driving me insane Sorrow and pain Pain and despair Couldn't get no rest because you were so depressed And I got lost in the change because you're just not the same That's a year of my life I'll never get back baby I told you that I cared And that I understand I tried to do what's right And I led you by the hand I felt so insecure And my motives were obscured I still take credit for the blame It's driving me insane Still driving me insane Still driving me driving me It's driving me driving me Insane