Magic Doors

I can't deny what I've become

I'm just emotionally undone

I can't deny, I can't be someone else

When I have tried to find the words

To describe this sense absurd

Try to resist my thoughts, but I can't lie

I'm only losin' myself

My desire I can't hide

No reason I'm alive for

I can't divide or hide from me

I don't know who I'm meant to be

I guess it's just the person that I am

Often I've dreamt that I don't wake

Enjoy the gift of my mistake

But yet again, I'm wrong and I confess

I'm only losin' myself

My desire I can't hide

No reason I'm alive for

I'm only losin' myself

My desire I can't hide

No reason I'm alive for