Even Deeper

i woke up today

to find myself in the other place

with a trail of footprints

from where i ran away

it seems everything i’ve heard

just might be true

and you know me

(well you think you do)

sometimes, i have everything—

yet i wish i felt something

do you know how far this has gone?

just how damaged have i become?

when i think i can overcome

it runs even deeper

and in a dream i'm a different me

with a perfect you

we fit perfectly

and for once in my life i feel complete—

AND I STILL WANT TO RUIN IT

afraid to look

as clear as day

this plan has long been underway

i hear them call

i cannot stay

the voice inviting me away

do you know how far this has gone?

just how damaged have i become?

when i think i can overcome

it runs even deeper

everything that matters is gone

all the hands of hope have withdrawn

could you try to help me hang on?

it runs...

i’m straight

i won't crack

on my way

and i can't turn back

i'm okay

i'm on track

on my way

and i can't turn back

i stayed

on this track

gone too far

and i can't come back

i stayed

on this track

lost my way

can't come back

i stayed

on this track

gone too far

and i can't come back

i stayed

on this track

lost my way

can't come back

i stayed

on this track

gone too far

and i can't come back

i stayed

on this track

lost my way

can't come back