Fuck it, why don't you just let me overdose?

I did it again, and woke up again

Tired of running from all these withdrawals, keep losing my friends

This might be my end

All of these drugs while I'm counting my ends

Fuck it, I'm dead

Fuck it, I'm dead inside

And now you know why

Now that I'm gone, I'm on the run

Alone in my room, I look down at my gun

Picking it up, I don't wanna give up, but I'm stuck in this rut

That I've dug and I'm fucked

The drugs didn't help

I blame myself for the shit I've been dealt

Tell you I'm cool, but I'm losing my grip

Tell you I'm good, but I'm losing my shit

You didn't want to take him to the hospital

All you really wanted was his capital

Another one lost that we cannot predict

This ain't a plague and we cannot pretend

Another mistake just might cost you your life

When you're sticking the needle and walk towards the light

Letting go of all I've ever known

I wanna feel the waves control

Tighten its grip around my throat

Crashing over me, I'm holding on

Feel the narcotics, might never wake up

All the bodies just start to pile up

And that's when it hits you and rips you perplexed

Now you are floating, it's on to the next

Now I'm letting go, let the chemicals control

I'm holding on

Always dismissed, do you get the gist?

I'm holding on

Letting go of all I've ever known

I wanna feel the waves control

Tighten its grip around my throat

You never really ever gave a shit

Always dismissed, do you get the gist?

Always kneeling down

I'm an addict with a crown

Don't you love the sound when my body hits the ground?

Why don't you just let me drown?

Fuck it, why don't you just let me overdose?

I did it again, and woke up again

Tired of running from all these withdrawals, keep losing my friends

This might be my end

All of these drugs while I'm counting my ends

Fuck it, I'm dead

Fuck it, I'm dead inside

And now you know why