Its taken me some time to find the reasons why

I can't be held responsible or be controlled

Lacking every ounce of self respect

That I thought my god had blessed me with

I made myself deplete this quality

Leaving it up to me

I can't handle the pressuring

Sitting here grinding my teeth

What you want you will not see

I don't need enemies I've got myself

Battling every day just to end with doubt

And every time that I try to hide

A little bit of my egoless shit floods through my basement

Leaving it up to me

I can't handle the pressuring

Sitting here grinding my teeth

What you want you will not see

Doubting is killing dreams

Difficult for me to believe

That I can be who I need to be

Who can count on me for anything?

I don't need enemies I've got myself

Battling every day just to end with doubt

Why do I always let everyone down?

I always love everyone till their not around