So Do I Say Sorry First?

So welcome to my nightmare My heaven and my hell This passionate contradiction Of bitter sweet is where I dwell You choose a day like today To get me real upset The more I love you, more I hate you More it scares me to death I can't keep fighting this battle with you I can't hear words when you scream like you do If I cry will you hold me just like we rehearsed? So do I, so do I say sorry first? I'm flawed, I'm so imperfect But I ain't insecure Your jealous heart is poisoned Tell me how could I trust you more? I can't keep fighting this battle with you I can't hear words when you scream like you do If I cry will you hold me just like we rehearsed? So do I, so do I say sorry first? Sometimes I think we feel too much too deep This all consuming love can't breathe So angry, so frustrated How we get here? Hear me and listen to what I say From my heart I swear to you that won't change I hope you learn to trust somebody I can't keep fighting this battle with you I can't hear words when you scream like you do I can't keep fighting this battle with you I can't hear words when you scream like you do If I cry will you hold me just like we rehearsed? So do I, so do I say sorry first? I can't keep fighting this battle with you I can't hear words when you scream like you do If I cry will you hold me just like we rehearsed? So do I, so do I say sorry first?