Therapy

I've got used to spendin' my time alone They ask me when I'm comin' home My system on overload but money is on the phone Adjustin' to different zones It's hardest to be composed Drama with my nigga and he ain't strikin' the proper tone I say, "Who you think you are?" Hung up, picked up the keys, then drove to the bar Had a couple drinks, forgot where I parked Ended at a bench gazin' at stars Envisionin' what life would be if I had lived out on Mars, never a chance Afraid of the dark, afraid of the past Afraid of the answers to questions I never asked They will tell me to count my blessings, I'm countin' fast Seein' people's true colors and the fakers fadin' at last I don't even know why I invest in the time comin' to therapy There's nothin' you can tell me that will help me I do not believe that you've got it all figured out Now let's take a break, need some fresh air and a snout But I just might be out (You're too late, I don't need) No, no, no, no, no, I don't need savin' (therapy) No therapy (therapy) Don't follow any laws, I got many flaws Had so many great opportunities, many lost That's what happens when they put you on so many tours But there's no sleep, blunts get lit, Henny pours Then he calls, know he wants to have a heavy talk I leave the country without givin' it any thought But why the fuck I'm on this couch spillin' my heart out? More high blood pressure you've already caused I'll abort and go back to my reality, don't be mad at me Your friend told me you're the best, apparently I see the way you look at me like I'm some sort of charity Only reason I come here is so I can get some clarity And it didn't work It was never worth it, a gift and a curse Still an introvert, still my feelings hurt (You're too late, I don't need) No, no, no, no, no, I don't need savin' (therapy) No therapy (therapy) (You're too late, I don't need) No, no, no, no, no, I don't need savin' (I don't need) No, no, no, no, no, I don't need help (therapy) No therapy (therapy) And you will never know what it is you need until you need it Know that I'm in need of bein' free enough to free this Girl, you raised a star, mommy, still can not believe this I can relate to you, man, he broke your heart to pieces Sometimes we do not see the fuckery until we're out of it Some people read The Alchemist and still never amount to shit We live in a society of frauds and counterfeits People are dyin', give a fuck about makin' some hits Probably shouldn't say that out loud, but I did And sometimes I just wanna dip Buy some land, raise my kids Teach my daughter about the wonders of the world, I'm convinced If she's anything like me, I'm raisin' a king