My mind is frozen in place, but my body wanders

I show no signs of stopping, so why would they bother

I'm not the person that you thought I've grown to be

Drinking, smoking, killing me

Drinking, smoking, killing me

I'm not the person that you thought I've grown to be

Drinking, smoking, killing me

Popping pills to help me sleep

You had your time, you had all the fucking time

But instead you chose to tell me goodbye

Don't put flowers on my grave cause you're sorry

Don't say that I needed saving when you did nothing

I don't wanna be remembered for this

Twenty fucking years just ending like this

You had your time, you had all the fucking time

But instead you chose to tell me goodbye

Won’t any of you motherfuckers realize

That when I stop right dead in my tracks

That's there's problem right in front of you that we need to address?

That something's going on that we don't like to admit, yeah

Blast back another pack, stare down the end of that bottle, just to dive back in

Face the depths of myself, as I fall back in

End the error of my ways, imma ghost again

I’ll leave it all behind, right back on the table

Where all my choices have made me so bitter

Time stands still as I escape here

I don’t ever wanna feel this way again

I don’t wanna take a pill just make it end

I wanna drink this bottle til it leaves me dead

End the error of my ways imma ghost again

You had your time, you had all the fucking time

But instead you chose to tell me goodbye

Don't put flowers on my grave cause you're sorry

Don't say that I needed saving when you did nothing

I don't wanna be remembered for this

Twenty fucking years just ending like this

You had your time, you had all the fucking time

But instead you chose to tell me goodbye

Heart is barely beating, and I think it's gonna stop

Hang me from the fucking ceiling and just watch it all

Hang me from the ceiling and watch it just stop

Watch it stop watch it stop

I'm not the person that you thought I've grown to be

Drinking, smoking, killing me

Drinking, smoking, killing me

I'm not the person that you thought I've grown to be

Drinking, smoking, killing me

Popping pills to help me sleep

You had your time, you had all the fucking time

But instead you chose to tell me goodbye

Don't put flowers on my grave cause you're sorry

Don't say that I needed saving when you did nothing

I don't wanna be remembered for this

Twenty fucking years just ending like this

You had your time, you had all the fucking time

But instead you chose to tell me goodbye

I don't wanna be remembered for this

Twenty fucking years just ending like this

I don't wanna be remembered for this

Twenty fucking years just ending like this