I chase people who will never love me

Love those who just leave me lonely

And even though it hurts, want you to hold me

Break my heart, you won't be the only

Kiss me and do it slowly

Bless me and make me holy

Kiss me and do it slowly

Bless me and make me holy

Broken so much scared of what you might do

I've been hurt so much, makes me terrified of you

Treat me like gold, but deep down I'm still afraid

And I know I act bold, but I'm scared you'll run astray

People lying, built my walls up high

Got tired of crying and waving love goodbye

Never thought it'd come to me, got lost in the pain

People start to run from me, I'm too lost in my brain

Acting like an asshole, protection from the hurt

Paranoia only making shit worse

And I'm lost

Pretend that I don't care

Professional at faking it, but the pain's still there

Kiss me and do it slowly

Bless me and make me holy, yeah

Kiss me and do it slowly

Bless me and make me holy

I chase people who will never love me

Love those who just leave me lonely

And even though it hurts, want you to hold me

Break my heart, you won't be the only

Kiss me and do it slowly

Bless me and make me holy

Kiss me and do it slowly

Bless me and make me holy

Tell me how you feel, I try but I fail

It gets way too real, so I run and I bail

And I'm so damn sore, but you make me want more

But I know it's not the same, and it hits me in the core

You run out, slamming on the door

Screaming that you can't break my heart no more

And I know that this is bad for me, but I don't care

And I know that it's toxicity, yes I'm well aware

How'd you move on so quick?

I don't know

You've completely taken over me, I've even lost my flow

And I question why I trusted you

Why you let me go?

These questions always haunting me, the answers I don't know

Feels like I'm in slow motion, shed a couple tears

Loneliness and heartbreak can be my biggest fears

Ignore it till I can't

Pretend I'm in the clear

And my life moves slowly now, it's like a thousand years

I chase people who will never love me

Love those who just leave me lonely

And even though it hurts, want you to hold me

Break my heart, you won't be the only

Kiss me and do it slowly

Bless me and make me holy

Kiss me and do it slowly

Bless me and make me holy

I ain't denying our love is forever

If you're for real, we can stay together

And when you're away I spend my time

Typing out love letters that I'll never send ya

I'll always tell you what you wanna hear

Please stop crying, making stories out of fear

Call me out and I'm fucking out of here

Like, can we talk this out you've got me shedding tears

Girl, what's good?

Cause something doesn't feel right

What happens in the dark finds its way to light

Tell me it's alright

Cause I don't wanna fight

Who'm gonna hold when the day turns to night?