Dancing patterns on my pain

I swear I'll listen to you when you sing

I've got a list and I've got his name

I've got some people that I can blame

But fuck that's unfair

It's not like I don't care

It's the dead in my phone

That dragged me up here

I want you to be so proud of me

I want you to...

Picture me on a cliff's edge

And I'll dream of you in your wedding dress

I want to die a happy man

Dancing patterns on my pain

I know you'll glisten, you'll glow, you will fade

But I've got you here, I will hurt, I will stay

I've got some people i know I can blame

Picture me on a cliff's edge

And I'll dream of you in your wedding dress

I want to die a happy man

Yeah I want it too

And I, I don't talk to you as much as I should

And you, are you still proud of me? Am I still good?

But the cliff's in my head, I'm not brave, I'm not dead

Not a lesson to learn or something you deserve

It's not fair I know, it's not fair I know

Picture me on a cliff's edge

And I'll dream of you in your wedding dress

I want to die a happy man

Dancing patterns on my pain

I swear I'll listen to you when you sing

I've got some dead in my phone I can blame

I've got some dead in my phone I can blame

Picture me on a cliff's edge

And I'll dream of you in your wedding dress

I want to die a happy man

Yeah I want it too