I Deserve Better

Ah, ah, I wanted love, you wanted fantasy I wanted trust, you couldn't handle me You wanna fuck around I think I get it now You wanna ride that guy over clout Go head Text me I'm the problem with his hands around your neck Text me I'm dramatic while you open up your legs For a guy who doesn't care about you He just wanted sex You're in love with the feeling of feeling used Tell me you hate me, like bet, that's cool You don't want the drama You would rather have abuse You're the reason that I hate myself For trippin' over you I fell for a girl too fast and that's facts I got problems with attachment I'm losing my fucking grasp Gettin' harder to trust people It all feels like an act I was starving for a light, and now I'm blinded What is that? I can't trust a soul I can't feel at all I can't feel your heartbeat Please don't say you love me I wanted love, you wanted fantasy I wanted trust, you couldn't handle me You wanna fuck around I think I get it now I cried every night now I sob I got problems with lovin, then movin on I got problems with stayin all by my lonely like Nathan, I miss you, like come and hold me tight I can't help that I can't help you You want him now, he might break you He might relapse, he might reuse He might love you He can't change you I can't help that I might love you You're real nice, but I can't trust you You won't date me, I can't make you Walls too strong, no way I'll break through