Fight the Future

In the blink of an eye I knew it all had changed To my surprise Everything felt so strange With the sound of the words That cut me You took it all The frame that held my sanity Now I feel that I can't breathe Disbelief overcomes me This can't be happening Now I feel that I can't see Anger consumes my mind And is overloading me How could I know? How can I trust? How could you go? Face it I must Like a brick it hit me Without a sound Like a hand that slapped me To the ground Anger pushes the pain And fear aside Like a bomb went off With nowhere to hide How to turn back this time Just one more word I think I'd know just what to say How to turn back and rewind Just one more day With unspoken promises known Guilt could change What's lost and gone The urge to fix this mess Is all I see Can't move on One more moment To hold in my hands The only moment To know where my fate stands Can't fight the future Of choices I can't make Can't fight the future Of roads I can no longer take Holding on Holding you Holding out for the ending I want to be true Holding back Never being free