Maybe I'll Wait

I am waiting for the Sun to block itself out I have been told that it won't happen for a while I feel sensitive and old And I am 10, no I am 24 I don't know what I do it for I wish could write something to convince you not to go But I don't know anyone or anything To do the right thing when they're alone Except it feels like I've been trying to Be better since I've known what better was And I'm better off alone Do you suspect they never loved you Just themselves reflected off 'Cause I don't know Maybe I'll wait Maybe I'll stay another year or two, okay Maybe I'll wait Maybe I'll stay another year I won't ever get you back I can't even kill a cockroach You got it with a broom At least I hid inside my room I am as useless as they come And are you used to all this talk yet You say I don't like myself but I've been trying to reverse it And do you know anyone or anything to Do the right thing when they're alone Because it feels like I've been trying To be better but I know it's what it was You're always better off alone Because I doubt that you could love me Maybe yourself reflected off Maybe I'll wait Maybe I'll stay another year or two, okay Maybe I'll wait Maybe I'll stay another year But I'll keep lookin' for you Another year and nothing different or new I've got things that I wanted to do So I'll keep looking for you