Derealization

Fear and understimulation

Shockwaves, all emotions

Pour over me, quenches my dedication

Depersonalization

Unfamiliar with this situation

Tears of devastation

I’m trying and manifesting this creation

Stronger than I can remember

I’m swimming in the remnants

Of a better life, of past relations

Now forced upon me is chaos and disorder

One of us must go

In the undertow

I will crucify all

I will not lay down and die

Keep them coming, keep them coming

I have swallowed my pride