I’m dreaming

Oh, I’m dreaming of the things I can be

I’m crawling out my skin

Don’t know where I’m goin or where I’ve been

Been stuck in the same place all of my life

While I watch those inspired by me get light, it’s not fair

That you are there and I am here

Don’t you think it’s weird that you are there and I am here?

I was having nervous breakdowns like damn, these **** that much better than me??

Like I ain’t out here with the 1, 2, 3?

Like I don’t write it down with my A, B, C’s?

Like, to be real I’ve been holding myself back

I really hurts watching all of my friends stack

While I’m lookin for the one little thing I lack

But to squeeze myself into that box feels whack

Sometimes it looks like I got it all

I fall harder when the storm comes pounding my door

I got mad shit to lose, I’m guarding it all

Mad skin that’s bruised

I’m locked in the stall, it’s all

Hidden wrapped tight under my sleeve

I pray nobody sees when the wounds start bleeding

That nobody hears when my heart stops beating

I wish I could watch like a fly on the ceiling, I

I, I, I, I’m dreaming