Falling Apart

I'm sorry I've just not been myself lately I'm sorry I'm tired of thinking My heart has been speaking These terrible words I should not be believing I can't trust myself And my will is receding Wish I could be there for you I hope there's a spot left For me up in heaven I've heard it gets better But this seems unending Love's always a question I can't stop repenting Wish I could be there for you And I'll tuck your hair behind your ear But I keep falling apart I can't keep drying tears I've got a life sentence For loveless rejection I'll pop everything in the kitchen expecting To wake up tomorrow completely forgetting The pain that I've caused you Don't know how to hold you I'm falling apart to The thought of you walking away I forgot to Tell you that I'm sorry It's killing me softly Wish I could be there for you I could be there for you I could be there for you I could be there for you I could be there for you